"story of my life"

my personality

Sabtu, 19 September 2009

sedih :(

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh,
ga selevel sama sarah sama mira :(
tp gpp lah yg penting gue sama dian satu level hehe
masa ya si dian sehari sebelum pengumuman dia mimpi masuk inter 1 nah gue juga mimpi yg sama kyk dia hahaha dan akhirnya gue satu level sama dia whahaha aneh banget ya bisa gitu keren" hihhi :D

Jumat, 11 September 2009

tes lia

weh kamis kemaren gue ikut tes di lia, gue kesana bren temen gue dian. pas di lia gue ketemu mira sama sarah huaaaaa akhirnya ketemu juga :))
hemm jujur aja dah tes nya itu susaaaahhh ribet banget gue ga ngerti -,-
paling beberapa doang yg gue bisa yampun, gue dapet level berapa nih kalo kyk gni ckck -,-
semoga bisa sekelas sama sarah, dian, mira (walaupun gue ga yakin) huaaaaa dag dig dug banget gue sumpah deh , gue kan bego banget di b.ing ckck

Senin, 07 September 2009

secondhand serenade

waw gara" gue ngeliat blognya sarah gue jadi demen sama lagu"nya secondhand haha
awalnya sih emng gue udah tau sama band itu tapi gue belum tau lagu"nya tpi ternyta enak banget lagunya ckck aduhaduh noraknya diriku baru tau sekrang hahaha

yg your call, why , it's not over sama awake enak deh !!



Lyrics to Your Call :

Waiting for your call, I'm sick
call, I'm angry
call, I'm desperate for your voice.
I'm listening to the song we used to sing in the car.
Do you remember, butterfly, early summer?
It's playing on repeat...
Just like when we would meet.

'Cause I was born to tell you I love you,
and I am torn to do what I have to,
to make you mine.
Stay with me tonight.

Stripped and pollished, I am new, I am fresh.
I am feeling so ambitious; you and me, flesh to flesh.
Because every breath that you will take
while you are sitting next to me
will bring life into my deepest hopes.
What's your fantasy?
What's your, what's your, what's your, what's your...

'Cause I was born to tell you I love you,
and I am torn to do what I have to,
to make you mine.
Stay with me tonight.

And I'm tired of being all alone,
and this solitary moment
makes me want to come back home.
( I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have.)

'Cause I was born to tell you I love you,
and I am torn to do what I have to,
'Cause I was born to tell you I love you,
and I am torn to do what I have to,
to make you mine.
Stay with me tonight



why

The buttons on my phone are worn thin
I don't think that I knew the chaos I was getting in.
But I've broken all my promises to you
I've broken all my promises to you.

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?

A phrasing that's a single tear,
Iis harder than I ever feared
And you were left feeling so alone.
Because these days aren't easy
Like they have been once before
These days aren't easy anymore.

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
To me, to me, to me...

I should've known this wasn't real
And fought it off and fought to feel
What matters most? Everything
That you feel while listening to every word that I sing.
I promise you I will bring you home
I will bring you home.

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
To me, to me, to me...




it's not over

My tears run down like razorblades
And no, I'm not the one to blame
It's you ' or is it me?
And all the words we never say
Come out and now we're all ashamed
And there's no sense in playing games
When you've done all you can do

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back
But it's over

I lose myself in all these fights
I lose my sense of wrong and right
I cry, I cry
It's shaking from the pain that's in my head
I just wanna crawl into my bed
And throw away the life I led
But I won't let it die, but I won't let it die

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

It's not over, it's not over, it's never over
Unless you let it take you
It's not over, it's not over, it's not over
Unless you let it break you
It's not over





like it :D

Sabtu, 05 September 2009

kangennnnn :(

huhu gue kangen deh sama masa" gue smp
gue kangen sahabat" gue , gue kangen sama suasana smp :(
emng sihdi sma ini gue punya sahabat" juga .
tapi ga tau kenapa gue lebih sreg sama sahabat gue di smp
gue kangen sarah :(
dia sahabat gue yg paling bener" ngertiin gue , dia sering nasihatin gue , dia sering dengerin curhatan" gue , ketawa bareng , nongkrong bareng (di kantin sama di uks :)) , dia sering marah"in gue kalo gue masih inget sama mantan gue , dia sering nyamperin gue ke kelas , huaaaa gue kangen dia . gue kangen masa" bareng sarah , gue kangen banget banget :'( coba aja wktu smp itu gue bisa lebih rajin lagi belajar pasti sekrng gue di 21 bareng sarah :( hiks gue kangen
sarah tuh bener' baik banget, dia sahabt gue yg paling sabar tp ya gitu kadang" dia suka keras kepala deh hehe kadang" juga suka ngeselin hihhi tp itu yang bikin gue kangen dia , gue inget wktu gue sama temen" gue ngasih kejutan pas ultah dia . seru banget yampunn
gue juga kangen ninggar dia sahab gue yang manja haha tp dia juga baik dan sabar. dia juga sering dengerin curhat" gue hiks kangennn :(
gue juga kangen dalla dia temen tk gue hehe satu sekolah lagi bahkan satu tempat duduk wktu kelas 3 , dia bnyk bantuin gue kalo gue ga ngerti , sering bercnda bareng sering ketawa" bareng huaaa kangen
gue juga kangen banget sama dani sama fiqi
dani sering dengerin curhat gue, dia sering tlp gue kalo malem curhat" ga jelas ketawa" sampe ngakak ngakakakan , fiqi juga walaupun dia nyebelin minta ampun sering ngata"in gue tapi gue kangennnn

huhu semuanya gue kangeeeeeeennnnn :(
smga kita bisa bareng" lagi nanti :)

aneh

hem gue ga tau kenapa akhir" ini gue jadi freak banget -,-
skrng gue jadi gampang banget nangis, bt, marah" huaaaaa
knp ya gue jadi kayak gini sekarang?
gue ga mau kyk gini terus gue mau kyk gue yg dulu -,-
tp gue ga bisa, gue udah berusaha nahan emosi gue ini tp gue malah nangis ga jelas :(
hem gue inget dr kapan gue kyk gini, gue kyk gini semenjak ..... adalah sesuatu yg bikin gue bener" tertekan . dan karena hal ini gue hampir aja kehilangan temen gue sendiri karna kebodohan gue , gue jahat , gue ga baik !!
makanya sekarang gue bakal ngelupain semuanya gue berusaha ngelupain dia , gue bakal berusaha ngelupain perasaan gue ini .
tp ga tau kenapa ini semua berat banget banget , susah buat gue ngelupain perasaan gue ini . gue bingung gue ga ngerti mesti ngapain. gue ga mau gue tertekan banget karna masalah ini . hem tp gue harus ngelakuin gue gue yakin gue bisa walaupun itu susah banget :(
gue ga mau kebodohan gue itu keulang lagi, gue ga mau kehilangan temen gue .
gue tau gue ini jahat, jahat banget malah . tapi gue ga bermaksud buat ngefitnah temen gue sendiri , gue gaada niat sekali pun buat ngejelekin dia secara dia temen gue . semua ini salah paham , ada orng yg nge fitnah gue , gue ga tau itu sypa . maafin gue karna lo pasti udh mandang gue orng yg bener" jahat banget . tp jujur gue sayang lo gue sayang sama semua temen" gue gue sayang kalian , gue berfikir kayak gitu karna lo beda! lo berubah ke gue makanya gue mikir hal yg aneh dan bikin pertemanan kita hampir hancur :( emng gue bego, seharusnya gue ga mikir kayak gitu . huff maafin gue oke emng kata maaf ga cukup buat nyelesain semua masalah, tp emng cuma kata maaf yg bisa gue ucapin .

gue pingin kita kayak kelas satu, kita yg kompak, kita yang sering ngumpul, kita yang seru"an bareng ! ah gue kangen semua itu ,
gue ngerasa beberapa dari kita udah ada yg males buat ngumpul' bareng , gue ga tau knp . padahal gue pingin kita bisa saling jujur 1 sama lain. tapi kayaknya itu semua berat . emng ya jujur itu lebih susah dari pada bohong .

gue cuma berharap kita bisa kyk kelas 1 , karna gue udah nanggep kalian itu keluarga gue .

Sabtu, 29 Agustus 2009

anggota PKS baru

hemmm ga nyangka gue udah hampir setahun ngejabat jadi anggota PKS angkatan 2 haha,,
emng sih kita belum di resmiin jadi anggota PKS yg tetap, soalnya dari kemarin" itu kk angkatan 1 nya pada sibuk' hadoh hadoh ,,
oh iya karna angkatan 1 udah kelas 3 otomatis semua kegiatan angkatan 2 yg megang, ya mungkin angkatan 1 tinggal ngawasin yg angkatan 2 dan 3 nya,,
karena angkatan 1 udah ulai fokus buat un kita mulain nyari anggota baru PKS , kita bakal ngerekrut orng" yg mau masuk ke PKS dengan ikhlas hahaha
sebernya sih PKS itu ga gampang dan ga sush juga, yg penting kita mesti kuat fisik batin dan yg paling penting kita satu sama lain mesti solid dan bersatu!
disini kita perlu dan ga butuh l anak sypa lo dari keluarga kayak apa miskin, itu ga penting buat PKS yg penting kita bener kerja dan kit bisa ngamanin sekolah dengan bener!
oh iya ini foto" angkatan 3 ini gue ambil pas lagi pada games sama ngumpul











hahaha gue sih liat potensi dari beberapa anak yg mau ikut PKS itu bener" banget pingin masuk PKS, emng sih ada beberapa anak yg masih males"an buktinya baru di jemur sehari langsung ngabur entah kemana hahaha, tapi beberapa dari mereka ada yg kuat banting, maknya setelah kita latih seminggu penuh dapet deh anak" yg bener" sungguh' mau ikut PKS mereka semua yg ikut terus seminggu penuh itu di masukin ke grup A, tp karena grup A bnyak kita bagi 2, abis itu baru ditambah grup b sama c,
hemm emng ya angkatan di bawah gue ini lumayan bnyk yg mau ikut PKS, ga kayak angkatan gue dulu hahaa, emng si dulunya bnyk tapi skrng jadi entah berantah gitu m beberapa doang yg masih ikut hahah,
ya semoga aja angkatan 2 sama 3 bisa bersatu dngan baik buat ngejaga sekolah ! hahahaha

wahhh kangennn

hem udah lama banget gue ga buka blog gue ini ya hahaha, ga terawat bener deh -,-
kangen juga curhat"tan disini hemm
ternyta jadi anak IPA itu ga seenak dan semudah pkiran gue,
jadi anak IPA itu mesti jadi panutan buat anak' IPS (kata guru" gue) sebenrnya gue kurang setuju sama pendapat guru" gue ini, apa bedanya sih IPA IPS? menurut gue sama aja, masing' dari kita pasti punya kelebihan sendiri" gue yakin itu, tp kenapa setiap guru pasti bilng "hey kalian ini anak IPA kalo kalian ga bisa konsentrasi dngan baik atau kalian ini ribut pindah sana ke IPS" gue mikir emng kalo anak IPS itu santai banget ya jd boleh ga konsentrasi sama ribut?
hemm kalo gitu mah dari kemaren" aja gue masuk IPS hahaha
oh iy gue jug kesel kalo ada guru bilng gini "kamu ga bisa jawab? dasar IPA gadungan pindah sana ke IPS" hemmm rada ga enk di denger ya ,,
makanya sampe skrng gue bingung sama jalan pemikiran mereka, malah menurut gue anak IPS itu keren loh mereka bisa bergaul dengan baik tp emng sih anak IPA juga bisa bergaul dengan baik tp kayaknya buktu proses yg agak lama hemm (itu menurut gue) soalnya sampe skrng gue belom bisa terlalu deket sama temn" satu kelas gue hem yampunn susah banget mau deket doang hehe,,
tp gue yakin ga semua anak IPS itu buruk kok , walaupun mungkin mereka identik dengan bandel, badung, bodoh(maaf) (itu sepengelihatan dan pendengaran gue ya) tp gue yakin mereka itu punya kelebihan masing"
semua orng ama ah menurt gue gitu juga sama IPA IPS menurut gue kita sama aja, sama" belajar, sama" pake seragam sekolah sama" makan nasi !! hahahaha
makannya gue kdng" suka kesel kalo ada yg nanya gini "lo IPA ya nab? ihh pinter banget deh lo, asik bangettt" hah kalian ga tau aja jadi anak IPA itu susah, stres dan pusing hahaha apa lagi kalo ada yg bilng "gue masuk IPS nab, ga kayk lo IPA" huaaaaa kalo kyk gini mah mending ga ada penjurusan sekalian deh ckck
semoga aja lah IPA IPS bisa bersatu hahahah(ga mungkin juga sih :P)

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